i packed up my heart

Yesterday whilst i was driving to Harvey's house..

 i just felt so scared and nervous.

Every blue Yaris driving past me i'd stop and think that it might be him..

i really miss him so much day and day....

i wished we were together...

because he made me the happiest girl no matter what... 

i dont know why but he just made everything seem right..

it was the hardest week of my life to go through...

but i was scared to give him all the memories back to him..

because it was special.. and i didnt know whether i should let it go..

but when yesterday i gave him the box full of my memories..

i cried... and i was crying inside cause i cant let go... this is the hardest thing..

i felt like i was safe when i was with him but now i just feel weak...

which is the hardest thing i feel.