the reason why i need to start this blog is to make me realise about things in life..
to find myself.
i really want to express my emotions through text rather then feelings because i cannot see
what i am feeling visually.. which is hard..
everyday i wake up feeling so lonely.. why?
because my boyfriend had dumped me. why?
now that i dont really know..
what guy is he?
well his been with me for three yrs and i have grown to love him. love him for who he is..
his not tall
his not hot at all
his not rich
his not that smart.
but there was something that sparked my love for him and that i dont know..
was it because i was young and ruthless.. or was it because we were just bored. haha
but everything about him when i saw him was just so good.. but can there be better?
better than him?
now that i dont cause honestly. h
is my first true love..
someone that i have dealt with nearly everyday..
i can say i wasnt perfect too but hey.. who is?
but i loved him... and thats all i can say...
i miss him everyday.. just every single day when the new day hits in..
im like.. what if? how? why?
to be honest. the morning is the hardest for me cause i know this day will be lonely without him.
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